| Ayee Ceee (12:06:21 AM): lookin at your away makes think inside in mind
are those words for me or is it for that othah guy
i tried callin you tried puttin em dials in
i heard and ring ring then i got your voicemail and
now i'm sitting here jawting down what i'm thinkin about
held back held down being held from yelling and lettin it all out
now i'm sittin here reminicsing of all that we had
sitting as you drive and i hold on to your bag
with your fingers in my hair and my eyes into the ceilin
i slowly broke down then i told you how i was feelin
it was that day on i knew that you were the one
being with you was always exciting and fun
i prayed to the heavens that it would never end
i gottah get back to you only as a loving friend
don't worry girl i told you i'll never leave
my word is my word all you gottah do is believe... |
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| Turn0nTh3Ac: i got a cutie with my on my cellular phone
little that she knew i was gonna make her my own guess what ? i did? it didn't last long
keeping her to myself i knew it was wrong so i had to do what i got to do
i had to let go of you always keep in mind that i'll never let you go
i'll always love you and baby i'll let it show baby don't be shy don't chu cry try them eyes
save them tears now go on .. go with your life don't about me
now baby go on and have a family thas what you wanted thas what you told me
buh little that you knew that was a part of our f-u-t-u-r-e |
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| Turn0nTh3Ac: my mind is going counter clock wise
going back to all those happy times always turning left never turning right
always you on my mind never thinkin right plans for the future that continues in my head
hitting on the concrete and cement till my knuckles turn red walking away was first mistake
takin care of my cuts puttin on all the band aids holding me till i sleep got me smilin from cheek to cheek
showin you my feelings by how i act instead of when i speak action speak greater than words didn't you know?
you tell me that you love me cmon baby let it show but little that that you knew
i can be the man that will always cater to you
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| Hey guys. For who ever still goes on xanga. haha. Well Nicki told me to write a blog on here prolly because she knows no one uses xanga no more. :p oh well this is for her. What can I say about Nicki? I mean theres no words that can come to close describing her. No word that can come close to describing how she looks. Beautiful and Gorgeous don't come close to how she looks. She's one the best that i've met so far. Haha I'm typing about her. But I'm trying not to make it emo. HAHA Well Nicki's been through so much and learned from it. Which makes her pretty damn strong physically and mentally. I think thats what makes her more appealing in my eyes. I had my chance with her but I guess it wasn't what she wanted. We promised each other that we wouldn't leave other or wouldn't let the other leave. But I had to do what I had to do to keep her happy. Now that promise is not to leave each others lives. <3 I love this girl. And I Always will. To the guy. I'm not gonna say what every Ex Says. " Oh imma beat your ass if you fuck up " because 1. Your a cool guy and I don't think you'de do that. ( Don't prove me wrong ) and 2. I won't always be around to beat your ass (or try to) when nicki's hurt by you. But .. Take care of her. She loves you ALOT. So Love her More. WE'll Skate Later. <3 Unknown Writer <3 |
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| ive lost my way ... would you be able to find me this time ... i'd cry out to you but it seems you cant hear me... |
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